Nerves
I’m not sure how I’ll handle the early days. I’ve always needed a lot of sleep and quiet time, so I’m not sure how I’ll manage with a newborn. I trust the universe will provide, but it’s definitely on my mind. I’m open to the idea of hiring a night nurse or even an au pair… but those are big financial commitments.
I’m also nervous about how this will impact my dating life. Not that it’s amazing right now or anything (ha!), but I really don’t know if men will still want to date me if I’m pregnant or a single mom (by choice) with a baby or young child. And that’s a tough one, because I really do want a partner.